Explosions of a Life

couldn't stand the WF stuff. I was in rage. freezin Friday night went out to an ugly ol' pub (good girl.. been absent for 3whole months.. no drinkin). .. 6 shots of tequila I was out. took ma mobile and called him @3:45am. i don't exactly remember the conversation but it lasted for 25min was something like. me (love sick puppy sniffin): i luv uuu! (snif) why u left me? wanna see u! pliiiiiiiz aji pliiiiiiiiiz (snif). him: SAM its u? u drunk o wat? where the hell r u?. me: yaaa am drunk am somewhere its freezin n i luv uuu. him: i luv u 2... bla bla bla. bla bla bla. bla bla bla. that's all I remembered. he said i luv u 2!!! am sure 'bout that or was I daydreamin??? anyways he didn't call back that mornin. I found an sms @5:53am sayin: bonwi queen S. po d betiz stp. on Saturday I stayed home n I hated myself for callin. Sunday still nothin.. like I’ve never called.. maybe it's better this way.. forgotten again